Thursday 29 August 2013

♡ Fellow Natural Disasters ♡

I said I wasn't operating alone, I suppose now would be a good time to explain. :3

When I joined the Convocation's league, I was told I would soon be assigned to a suitable group. I was put with Milo, Everest and Rory. I was on my toes on account of them having asked specifically for me.

Milo is the oldest, thirty-six, and the leader, a very private person, writes poetry in his spare time. But he won’t let anyone read it. Whatever he says is loud, but well thought-out.

Everest is twenty-eight, a tall dark-haired guy with sly blue eyes, very good-looking, except for the massive scars all over his body and face, plus an ugly personality. (Some proxy who attacked him tried to carve the Operator symbol into his back and screwed it up horribly. So it's not even a cool meaningful scar. Just a mess.)

Rory is twelve, a little blond boy. A bubbly, mischievous thief. He only really acts as a lookout and a financer. Also he lives in permanent denial in the horrible things Milo and Everest do, half-heartedly cheering them on. Sometimes I try to stop the spread of our influence by telling Rory that murder and rape and kidnap and beating up are bad things. But based on how he looks up to Milo and Everest like older brothers, I don't think it's going to work...... oh well!!!!!

At first, I HATED it. I hated having to watch Milo slash throats. I hated coding messages to spam runners with, I hated finding out who their families were. I hated luring runners into traps where they would be beaten up or tortured or raped by Everest, or all three.

I tell you, had I had to film one more assault to post to the servant networking sites, I know I would have killed myself. I had a plan for it and all!!!!!

Then Snowblind had my house blown up, had every last member of my family killed. Does that sound familiar? As soon as Milo sat me down and told me, I tried to jump out the sixth-story window. He and Everest stopped me. They sat me down again, and told me what had happened to my family, then what had happened to theirs, and Rory's. They told me Snowblind wouldn't go unpunished.

That was the day I accepted them, because they made sure to put out all of Snowblind's resources, tarnishing his name, killing his friends and what was left of his family, making his job exceedingly difficult. I always thought I was never appreciated. But then they did all of that for me. Because someone indirectly hurt me. It made me feel kind of special. 

After that? I am happy to help them out.

56 comments:

  1. Too complicated, you're just too complicated about your life. So your parents died, so what? They were going to die anyway, sooner or later.

    You think you're willingly helping those fellows out? HA ha ha, don't make me laugh, as soon as you tell them "Hey guys, thanks for everything, but I just want to do something else." or "I wanna go solo." they'll just kick your ass and kill you.

    You think they helped you, simply because they were sympathetic towards you, oh God you're so naive. They helped you out, simply because they wanted you to work for them, all there is to it.

    And as soon as you lose relevance, they'll just dispose of you, pathetic.

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    1. Projecting a wee bit there, Jim?

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    2. They will lose relevance before I do.

      I am well aware they want me to work for them!!! But that doesn't change, that they did it!

      Are you butthurt because I want to kill your little minx? :3

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    3. Butt hurt? Why should I be? I mean you won't kill her, why should I be butt hurt over something, that won't happen, you're silly.

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    4. Are you sure it won't happen? ;)

      She won't be around those old prats forever.

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    5. Oh yeah, cause they are the only ones who protect her.

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    6. You're the naive one if you think you will be able to protect her indefinitely!!!!!! >:p

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    7. I'm also not referring only to myself.

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    8. Now that would be ruining the surprise, now wouldn't it be?

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    9. No, it wouldn't. :3 You should tell me.

      It is still the case that, no matter how many of you guys there are, you all cannot protect her forever, and when you are off guard, that is when I will attack.

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    10. Ah, so you're not sure of yourself then, I thought so, you're a mask.

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    11. I don't see myself as uncertain. :3 I see myself as a realist.

      You vs. me??? You'd win. Easily!! So I just have to avoid you when I kill Sanna, seeee???

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  2. OOOOOH LOOK AT THE PURTY BIRDY GIRLY. HELLO PIGEON LADY.

    Glad I discovered this little blog. Killing Sanna is a noble goal indeed. One I can stand behind. So long as it is a SLOW process. Systematic destroying of personality, hopes, dreams, goals, body, mind and soul.

    So tell me something Pigeon Lady. How can I help your Noble Goal? Without overstepping my bounds, of course.

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    1. Oh look at the ugleey azothy boy.

      I learned that you proxies SUCK at making fair deals. ;( LOVETT IS NOT HELPFUL. HE IS SOOOOOO UNFAIR.

      Noo, it has to be done faster. And well timed!!!! Well timed indeed!!! You think I would overstep my mark???????? Let's see you do better!!!!

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    2. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, let's NOT see him do better.

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    3. .........Are you scared of him, Sanna???? :3

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    4. Silly Pigeon. I am not trying to make a deal. I am making an offer of help. Free of charge. No strings attached. Because it would be SO FUN.

      But if you are going to be rude about it. And continue to be SO RUDE... I do like the sound Roast Pigeon.

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    5. Forgive me for not kissing your ass!!!!!

      But you said you wanted to make the process slow. Which I can't do, because of my limited abilities, get it???

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    6. Hang on.

      Since it seems you are feared by Sanna..... I ought to give you a chance.

      Once she is alone, we will see what you can do!!!

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    7. SHIT.

      SHIT.

      SHIT.

      What the fuck have you got planned?

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    8. Oh you shouldn't worry too much. I mean. We aren't going to strike until you are all alone and Cogsy and his Merry Men can't help you. Heheheheh. Wonder when Cogsy's going to have enough of you. I wonder if he knows that leaving you will be like throwing you to the birds. I wonder if he cares.

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    9. I have a good feeling about that latest blog post of hers... the pale woman telling her to leave. That's a good omen. For us, anyway!!!1!

      Hehehehehe, now I'm laughing too. >:3

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    10. No, Star, I don't think Incognito knows that. So leave him out of this.

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    11. Heheheheh. If you don't want him to find out... Ditch him quick. Otherwise this WILL become his problem.

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    12. This is between you and I.

      And Maddie, apparently. But you seem keen on taking the reins. Why so enthusiastic about killing me?

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    13. ME? Taking the Reins? Heavens No. Maddie is calling the shots on this one. Clearly.

      Remember though Sanna... You don't get to choose who gets dragged into this. This between ALL of us.

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    14. I do my damndest.

      Why so enthusiastic about killing me?

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    15. Oh that is precious. You think you are special. You know. I would be just as enthusiastic about killing Cogsy, Gabriella, Miss Annie, Konaa... Everyone, really. Most of those are off limits at the moment however. And I already had a bit of fun with Miss Annie and Konaa. Leaving... You.

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    16. Quite the opposite. They all seem much more interesting than me, is all. You could go after anyone more interesting than me, plenty to choose from.

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    17. Sure. And then they would be saying same thing. I am not going to waste my time finding the most interesting person to butcher. I'll get to them eventually. For now. You will do.

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    18. No I won't! I'm boring. After so many conversations with me, you should know this very fucking well by now.

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    19. And you should know by now that I simply do not care. YOU WILL SCREAM LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. HA. You will beg like everyone else. You will cry, you will plead and you will suffer. Just like everyone else. Because you ARE just like everyone else. Albeit, more desensitized than most.

      In fact... You aren't even BORING for that reason. Most people would go into depressed, angst ridden shock at killing people. Just a Tuesday for you though. That is amusing. Since you are so... Blase about death. I wonder what facing it will bring out in you. Will be predictions be right? Will you act just like everyone else? Or will you be special in some way. Hehehehehehehe. Oh. The Possibilities are making me so EXCITED.

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    20. Well, I said I'd TRY not to cry and scream. YOU WON'T GET A SOUND OUT OF ME.

      :( This is making me VERY uncomfortable.

      Blasé, blasé, I don't like that I am blasé about killing. But it is what it is.

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    21. Do you know how many people have said that to me?

      But you ARE blasé about it. And isn't that interesting.

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    22. Do you know how many fucks I give about how many people who have said that to you? Perhaps you see it as a challenge, but I see it as a promise.

      So many psychos, have thought it interesting that I am blasé about murder, even though they themselves, do it far more often than me. Is it the idea of a little girl killing? Enlighten me.

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    23. I see it as a... Promise you can't keep. A Lie. I can turn hardened gang members into squealing little girls with a Soup Spoon. What do you think I can do to an ACTUAL Little Girl. Hmmm?

      Yes, yes. Psychos. You think killing is blasé to me? Even after all this time?

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    24. I don't know. Turn a little girl into a... mouse? Magician style?

      I don't imagine you feel any guilt. I get a certain relief and satisfaction from it, like if you were falling off a building and then landed on some pillows. But you seem to actively seek it and enjoy it thoroughly, as if it were a hobby.

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    25. Wow Skywalker, didn't think you could be persuaded so easily, I mean killing? You do that everyday, wouldn't it be more interesting to, hmmm what's the word I'm looking for? "Turn"? Yeah I think that should work.

      Wouldn't it be more interesting to turn little Minxie around? Hmmm? I mean she has potential to become something she isn't, to corrupt her, that's the main reason why I didn't kill her when I used to stalk her, don't get me wrong, I wanted to kill her in the beginning, but when I saw that potential, I changed my mind.

      Personally to me, that sounds a lot more interesting than simply killing someone, that's just plain boring, especially with a person who doesn't give a crap about killing someone. That would be just a waste.

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    26. You used to stalk me? I had no idea. '_' This is news.

      I'm not already "corrupted"? I had no idea. '_' This is also news.

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  3. OK, in all seriousness, Maddie, Kelevra is probably right. I can't imagine worse-sounding people to place your trust in.

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    1. Says the girl who trusts KELEVRA, DAVID BANKS, and A MYSTERIOUS MAN SHE WAS SPECIFICALLY TOLD NOT TO TRUST!!!!!!!

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    2. Maddie does have a point, you know.

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    3. I never said she didn't.

      Still. Placing my trust in those guys, has worked out OK so far. And it's not like I'm counting on them to catch me if I dive off a building.

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    4. On t'other hand, neither is she. And putting her trust in them has worked out so far. I'd argue it's pretty much equivalent.

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    5. I told you, she is Princess of the Cognitive Dissonance Kingdom!!!

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    6. Stick around. Lots of people worse than her.

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    7. I wonder who you are referring to Phil, no one but us very nice polite people hanging out here.

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    8. Polite, sure, but cognitive dissonance wise, I think every one of us here is pretty bad. With the possible exception of Maddie, but I'd be willing to be ton it changing when she has a couple secrets to keep.

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    9. I disagree, I believe I'm the nicest one here.

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    10. Which says more about your mental state than your maners and the like.

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    11. "Nice" is a very versatile word, you can spend all day arguing who's nice and who's not and you won't get anywhere.

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